25 April 2008 @ 02:07 pm
Clark  
The sickness hit my mother when I was born. A whole month of sickness. She couldn't remember anything. Amnesia and grand mal seizures and the cold, cold walls in her German hospital room.

This is what my father told me:

Your mother was sick, and the doctors, well, the doctors said she might not make it. I remember one night I was walking the hallways with you in my arms. I was holding you and talking to you. "It might just be you and me, son." My cheeks were wet with tears. "You might not ever get to meet your mother. She might not make it, little one."

Clark.

It is my father's name, and it is the name in the middle of me. Jonathan Clark Stephens. I have wondered if it would even be possible to separate him from me. From my personality. From my mind. From my memories. My life.

But my mother, she was almost taken. She is not a part of my name, and if she had been taken, I would not have anything left. Nothing but DNA and molecules, which are not so easy to hug and are the worst of storytellers.
 
 
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ryan_field[info]ryan_field on May 2nd, 2008 02:47 pm (UTC)
You might want to think about using Clark all the time. Jonathan Clark Stephens had a good sound.
ryan_field[info]ryan_field on May 2nd, 2008 02:47 pm (UTC)
has...not had...sorry, I type too fast.
The Blog of Aspiring Novelist Jonathan Stephens[info]jonstephens on May 2nd, 2008 10:38 pm (UTC)
A while ago, I thought about using all 3 names, but I don't know. YA authors don't really do that. We'll see, though. Maybe I'll go back to it later.
ryan_field[info]ryan_field on May 5th, 2008 02:25 pm (UTC)
Just keep writing good fiction; it's all that matters anyway.